2008-08-04 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly and goes back to what he had been doing*

2008-08-04 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sniffs quietly into her pillow, her face blotchy from crying, her tears dried up but the sadness still left behind*

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks into her room awhile later*

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks away, her hair hiding her face* What do you want..?

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sets a glass down on the bedside table* figured you could use something to eat

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I dont want to..Ever..

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you have to

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: No I don't..Not if I don't want.

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: leyla you have to have it to survive

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why should I? When they can't?

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he sighed*

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Glances at the glass, knocking it off the bedside table with a quick swipe of her hand*

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he turned, walking out of the room*

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Licks the spilt blood off her fingers, getting up, ignoring the shattered glass cutting into her feet as she follows him* Wait..

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *stops but dosent look back at her*

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm sorry..*Walks up behind him, resting a hamd on his shoulder*

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly* its your life

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I meant..For being spoilt.

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs again*

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I mean it..I'm sorry..And about the floor.

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its fine

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: And for ignoring/avoiding you..

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: thats fine too, do what you want

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Do you not even care..? *Drops her hand, fresh tears forming*

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i do

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Then why do you act as though you don't?

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because you seem to not care if i do or dont

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I care..I just thought you wouldn't, like everyone else.

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: well i do

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Thanks..*Walks around him, heading to the kitchen*

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *watches her*

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sits down at the table, tracing circles on the surface witi a delicate finger, blood dripping onto the floor tiles every so often*

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks over, grabbing a rag*

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Watches him before looking down at her feet* Sorry..

2008-08-05 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *wipes up the floor before handing her a rag*

2008-08-05 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Pulls one foot up to look at the bottom* Oops..*Dabs at it absentmindedly, while thinking deeply*

2008-08-06 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you should be more careful

2008-08-06 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It's fine..It doesnt hurt too much..

2008-08-06 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: still...

2008-08-06 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs and sits the rag in her lap* Don't fuss..It's fine..I'll do it in a minute.

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles slightly up at him* You might have been selfish but you aint that bad..

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: thanks....

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why do you like me?

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly*

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: That's not much of an answer..

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i just do

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Thanks..I guess. I just dont understand.

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you dont have to understand everything in life

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Right..*Looks down at her feet and sighs, starting to pull shards from her the soles of her feet*

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks over and sits down on the couch*

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Do you have tweezers?

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: there's a pair in the bathroom

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Can you, um, get me them?

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: sure *he got up, going to the bathroom*

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles a little* Thanks..

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks back in a few moments later, handing them to her

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly, taking them, wincing as she pulls out some of the deeper glass*

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: want me to do it

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly, passing him the tweezers* Please..

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods as he takes them, kneeling down*

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Bites her lip lightly, watching him*

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *carefully pulls the glass out*

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Winces slightly again*

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: sorry

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It's my fault so dont be..

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he nodded slightly*

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Can you just..Do it quick?

2008-08-07 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i dont want to hurt you more

2008-08-07 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Then i'll do it.. *Sighs, holding out her hand*

2008-08-08 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no, ill do it

2008-08-08 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods and leans back* If you say so..

2008-08-08 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *continues to pull the glass from her feet*

2008-08-08 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Stops herself from wincing, her hands clenching slightly in her lap*

2008-08-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks up at her*

2008-08-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: A-are you done?

2008-08-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yeah, im done

2008-08-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods stiffly, her eyes tearing up* Thanks

2008-08-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: welcome, let me wrap them up for you

2008-08-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Shouldn't we wash them? Or wont I get infected anymore?

2008-08-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no, they wont get infected *standing he went to get some bandages*

2008-08-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Oh..Sorry..*Looks down at the small puddle of blood at her feet*

2008-08-13 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks back in a few minutes later*

2008-08-13 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm really quite stupid..Thanks for helping.

2008-08-13 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you are not stupid *wraps her feet*

2008-08-13 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I am..Please dont argue. You don't know me.

2008-08-13 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly* fine

2008-08-13 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Thanks for this..

2008-08-13 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: dont mention it

2008-08-13 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But, why are you? You look just like him, now you're acting like him. Why?

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: what do you mean *looks up at her*

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Daisuke..Your brother. That's what.

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he growled softly at the thought of him* im nothing like him

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You look like him..Aside from small differences. And you're taking care of me like he did..

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly*

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: This isn't just some twisted game for you is it?

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no...

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ..Promise me.

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i promise

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles slightly and leans forward, hugging him in relief*

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he tensed slightly before hugging her back lightly*

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Feels him tense and pulls away enough to look at him* Not used to hugs?

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: not really

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Um, well I can not do it again if you want..?

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its fine

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles happily, hugging him again*

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *hugs her back lightly*

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Well, um, I think you're done right?

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods slightly*

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Well, i'll let you get back to whatever..

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he stood, moving over to the sink*

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Wipes up the blood on the floor before standing slowly using the table for support*

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks over his shoulder at her*

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Staggers slightly, hobbling towards the door*

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks over, picking her up* where were you going to

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Blushes slightly in embarassment* Wherever...

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks over to the couch, setting her down*

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles weakly before looking down to hide the blush*

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he went to finish cleaning up*

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs softly, putting her feet up* This is bad..

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *her herd her in the other room* whats bad

2008-08-14 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Uh..Nothing, doesnt matter!

2008-08-14 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *rolls his eyes slightly as he finishes cleaning up*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Hits herself on the forehead but hurts herself by accident* Oww..

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: leyla....*he looked around the corner*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Laughs nervously* Yeah?

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: are you ok

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Yeah I am..Just being silly.

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Grins while rubbing her forehead*

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks in a few minutes later*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Moves onto the floor to leave room for him*

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you were fine on the couch

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It's ok, you take it..I'm fine.

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks over, sitting down*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Picks a little at the bandages on her feet*

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: are they bothering you?

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It itches a little but i'm used to it, dont worry.

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods slightly*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm sorry for making a mess and everything.

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its fine, dont worry about it

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: If you say so..

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he closed his eyes*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Turns slightly to watch him curiously*

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: What's wrong?

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: nothing

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Just relaxing?

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: mmhmmm

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Giggles softly* Alright.. *Tears her gaze away from him, looking around the room for a distraction*

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shifts slightly*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You still confuse me you know..

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: whys that

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Just being nice..Not that i'm complaining.

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: oh...

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: What?

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: nothing

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Hm, if you say so. *Pauses for a moment before frowning* What happens when a vampire doesnt get blood?

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: eventually they'll starve

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: To death?

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods slightly*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Heh..Weird..

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yeah, i guess it is

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I think it's unfair..We dont get the choice of vegetarianism..

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i know

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Would you if you could?

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly* ive never really thought about it

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Put it this way, do you like killing people?

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: its fun sometimes

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why? You play with your food, huh? *Smirks slightly*

2008-08-15 [shadows of life]: ((What going on here?))

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *chuckles softly* guess you could say that

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((uhhh nothing tbh. Just them two talking lol)) It's not fair..

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Because I don't want to kill people.

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: whoever said you had to kill people

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I don't want to hurt them either.

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you dont have to hurt them either, you can always live off animal blood, though its not nearly as good

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But..That's still hurting something..*Frowns* you dont really understand me at all do you?

2008-08-15 [shadows of life]: ((Yeah that tell me lot. I don't even know who you playing))

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((Leyla&Dark))

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i guess not...

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I know what it's like to feel pain and to lose people..So..I don't want anyone or anything to feel that way...

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks down at her* your a strange one, you know that

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Frowns slightly* Why?

2008-08-15 [shadows of life]: ((I see))

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because, the way you try to fight what you are

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I didn't choose this...And I won't accept what's expected.

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly*

2008-08-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Turns away, crossing her arms in a huff as she frowns*

2008-08-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *rolls his eyes slightly*

2008-08-16 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: That's not very pleasant of you.

2008-08-16 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im i supposed to say im sorry?

2008-08-16 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I doubt you would even if you were.

2008-08-17 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: probably

2008-08-17 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs slightly* Did you never fight being a vampire..?

2008-08-17 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why would i?

2008-08-17 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I dont know..Don't you see what i'm talking about? Or am I really just strange?

2008-08-17 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i think its just you leyla

2008-08-17 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs softly and pulls her legs to her chest, closing her eyes as she leans her forehead on her knees resignedly*